To the present me
Lately I’ve been surrounded by proof that by achieving your goals, loneliness does not automatically fade. I’ve been pursuing so much for...
Heartbreaks come in many forms. Family disappointment is heartbreaking. When the people you are supposed to count on are the ones adding to your stress, that is truly heartbreaking. And healing from heartbreak is a time consuming and lengthy process that sometimes seem endless.
No matter what happens between us, no matter what we go through, I can’t bring myself to forget about you. I can’t bring myself to write you off. Despite my best effort to move on, my heart keeps on loving you. Even when I try to forget about you, I find myself thinking about you. I find myself remembering you. Despite my best effort of erasing you, my memory immortalizes you.
You’re a part of my heart, a part of my soul, a part of me. Though you are now a part of my history, the whole of me remembers you with vividity. Thank you for the memories, thank you the lessons and thank you for the reminder to always choose me. I will cry and I will mourn; but I will rise once again.